actually it has been long time since i get over my gloomy mood
now here is some update

by the way i get a new toy for me
a canon 40D with 17-85usm IS since its a kit lens
but i have some list of lenses to buy

i've wait long time to apprehend if i deserve to have a DSLR. but then i decided that i cant wait since i qualify my self

i bought it for self satisfaction

i still do lot of practice with a new serious toy
these cameras are too much noticible people react quite tense during shoot.. of course when shooting a model they are quite motivating

would you like to tell me your opiniouns if i tell my list of lenses to buy


FD-EF adapter to use my old Reflex 500mm f/8 Lens
EF 50mm f 1.4
a macro lens probably canon 100mm
EF 70-300 f4-5.6

Soo

i get the FD-EF adapter to use my old Reflex 500mm f/8 Lens and now it is equivalent of 1000mm. first try outs were stunning but image quality was less then i expected. i must work on this issue a little bit

EF 50mm f/1.4 delicious